November 1, 2013:  Trying to find a job has been weighing very heavy on myself and my family.  It seems to be very hard for me and those that are close to me to understand exactly why I haven't found a job yet.  I wonder if there is more I should be doing, what else I could do, or where to go and who to see.  After 51 years of building relationship, networking and getting connected with the latest social media and age old handshakes, I am struggling to understand the storm I am going through.  I can see clearly most of the mistakes I have made over the years and I believe I have truly learned volumes from those choices.  However, I also see the value of them and wouldn't trade my years of experience nor would I go back.  I would love to know the end result; do I get a job?, will it be a decent job?, will be successful at it?, will it provide my family a living?  so many questions that are left unanswered to me and my family, BUT God has the answers, He knows each and every step He has planned for me,  (Ps, 139)  To God be the Glory!  I have needs, a job is one of them, He has promised to supply our needs.  I know whom I have believed in and am persuaded that He is able to keep that which I have committed unto Him against that day! (2 Tim. 1:12) I have concerns, I have worries, and I am very fearful, and all around me seems silent, not a peep from friends, business acquaintances, the Church, etc.... but I guess the most horrifying silence I hear is                      from my God and Savior.